VMAY.: Archive

Kids these days.

Ungrateful, soul-less & rude.

Nov 11th

Snap.

I wish people didn’t take me for granted. They’ve pushed me to edge & now i’ve snapped. No i won’t fucking care about you people anymore.

Nov 11th

Oct 6th

35 notes

Oct 3rd

1 note

8 tags

Sep 19th

167 notes

Sep 14th

32,406 notes

Sep 7th

53,558 notes

2 tags

Sep 6th

152 notes

Sep 4th

126 notes

Sep 3rd

1,013 notes

Jul 16th

1,114 notes

Jul 9th

2,406 notes

one day.

Maybe, the only day anyone would cherish me, is the day, they don’t get to see me anymore. taken for granted.

Jul 8th

Jul 6th

543 notes

Jul 6th

7,941 notes

Jun 11th

1,282 notes

Losing myself.

I need to learn to let go, relax and stop worrying. I need to weather the storm. I can, I will, I must.

Jun 8th

Jun 6th

435 notes

Jun 5th

857 notes

Time of the month.

I hate it, my emotions always get the better of me. Exams are in a week, i’m so stressed.

Jun 3rd

Jun 2nd

661 notes

“I write to give myself strength. I write to be the characters that I am not. I...”

– Joss Whedon (via girlwithoutwings)

Jun 2nd

3,180 notes

Question.

I wonder how many times, I will give in and take the hit, till I give up, once and for all.

May 20th

Unapreciated.

Some days I wonder if anyone in this world actually appreciates me. But it’s okay, i’ll always be fine.

Feb 19th

Feb 12th

482 notes

Thanks.

I really want to run away and be alone in this world. Every single thing I do, I feel so alone, what’s the point of even keeping people beside me. I’m sick and tired of trying to do things to please people and sick and tired of even trying to be a good girlfriend, sister, daughter and granddaughter. Why should I even give a shit about anyone when no one really gives a shit about me....

Jan 26th

Jan 14th

hi tumblr.

This christmas wasn’t the most pleasant of them all, probably one of the worst. Why does it always seem like i’m the one who makes the worse mistakes? Because whenever i do something right, it never seems to be recognized, or maybe i don’t do anything right? So i guess i will have to accept the fact that, no matter how hard i try… i will always be 2nd best in...

Dec 25th

miss you.

baby i miss you, but do you feel the same way too?

Dec 15th

3 months.

I can’t believe i’m home for 3months and 1 month is already flying by :(

Dec 13th

Jealousy.

“Jealousy is no more than feeling alone against smiling enemies. Envy is thin because it bites but never eats. “ I have to learn.

Nov 8th

101,594 notes

14 days.

I have 14 more days to survive this shit. 14 more days to be back in the arms of those who love me. 14 more days, i can‘t do it.

Nov 5th

Oct 31st

1 month.

I’ll be home in 1 month. I can’t wait to go home really. Don’t know if i mean as much as you mean to me. Next year’s gonna be different and I’m pretty scared of change. Sigh, preempting everything that’s gonna happen already. I hope we stay the same, because I really want nothing to change.

Oct 21st

On days like this;

I cry in silent, cos i don’t know who will share my pain.

Oct 15th

On the 10/10/10.

I want to remember that; I am favoured, I am blessed.

Oct 9th

2011.

Looking forward to this because: Boyfriend ORDs in Dec 2010, brother in March. I turn 21. Jan/Feb trip with the boyzzzz to bangkok! :) Boyfriend’s 1 month in melb *hopefully :) And more exciting stuff to come! 2010, has been awesome. I know it’s not the end of the year, but it sure feels like it already! can’t wait for christmas and new year’s eve. I haven’t...

Sep 28th

Find yourself.

I need confidence. I need to learn to be assured. I need to be independent. I need to not make it a habit. I need to take life as it comes. I need to be strong. I need to solve problems by myself. I need to handle my emotions. I need to grow up. sigh.

Sep 26th

Sep 15th

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Sep 15th

1,197 notes

Sep 15th

1,188 notes

We learn and grow.

The past few days have been HELL for me, emotionally. I made a few rash decisions, said a few hurtful things, but all in all, I’m going to look at this and learn from it. In this short period of time, I’ve been blessed with so many people.. It’s truly amazing. I can’t describe and explain it to you. I’ve made a few good friends in melbourne and people here truly care...

Sep 15th

Today's 8-9-10;

And this deserves a post.

Sep 7th

Sep 5th

28,442 notes

Sep 5th

Beautiful Exchange.

You were near Though I was distant Disillusioned I was Lost and insecure Still mercy fought For my attention You were waiting at the door Then I let you in Trading your life For my offenses For my redemption You carried all the blame Breaking the curse Of our condition Perfection took our place Chorus: When only love could make a way You gave your life in a beautiful exchange My...

Sep 5th

Aug 31st

337 notes